missing my razor.

Well Good Morning Everyone,
I had a great day yesterday but the night went to hell. I am honestly surprised that there are no cuts on my wrist. I miss cutting a lot on days like this. But how can i cut when i helping other to stay strong. so i will have to hide everything again. I am so hungry but i cant make myself eat, i cant get any fatter. I hate who I am. I need to find something to wear today that doesn't make me look like a whale so i am off. Have a good day everyone. 

First post ever.. umm scary

Well Um Hello my name is Hannah Roseberry. I am 18 today. For the past about two years i have struggled with depression, self harm, suicide, and anorexia (even though you would not know by my weight). I have been in different programs and in and out of different things. As i soon graduate i want to change whats going on in my life and i am going to share it here on this very blog.  I wont lie i am a little nervous that no one will even read this but whatever i will take the time to try. It was suggested to me to try so what the heck. Well let me tell you a little about my self. I go to a small school in the middle of no where for kids with learning disabilities. I have a wonderful mom and dad and older sister in college. Two loving 2 year old "puppies". Jack is a chocolate lab and Henry is shitzu. My goal in life  is to help someone before i die. I dont really know how this hole blog thing works but contact me any time i have been through a lot, i cant guarantee that i can fix anything but i promise to be there for you. Okay, well have an awesome day. WAIT there is more. haha. I am recovering from my worst panic attack ever last night.  It was pretty scary. I had to call my mom because i was worried that the thoughts would come back while i was driving. see i almost drove my car into a tree a few weeks ago. so we set up a plan and i got home safely but i was still a mess until i woke up this morning. Okay no really thats it.